Story: Last Eve- Returning The Rib

Story: Last Eve- Returning The Rib

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First 10 Pages; Word Count 2,499
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The question was, “can a kid that grew up in East-Berlin become the world’s first and only trillionaire?” Mathematically it’s possible. She did not just decree to be that trillionaire, but to accumulate a trillion, duodecimal. Also, she wasn’t a kid anymore. Her threescore and tenth year had just begun.

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The Math is clear: $12,000,000,000,000 divided by ca. 7,600,000,000 people leaves $1,579 to be paid by each single earthling. The fee for 3 full days of access to her website is $297. Since the website is so rich on new-wine spiritual wisdom, something unattainable elsewhere, any avid student would have to purchase multiple 3-day access permits for the gathering of all of it in-depth. Possible becomes doable. She had decreed a tribute to be paid by everybody. Every decree of hers comes true. Add this method, and it’s also accelerated.

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She had no employees. All it took was ‘pay the ISP, DMCA, and Namecheap’. Her small survivor’s benefit income took care of her rather spartan monthly requirements. She had worked on the contents of her website, which was preceded by several other versions, for 24 years ongoing, although the preparation of her mind for such a feat took up most of her lifetime, that is 16 to 18 hours daily. There was zero inventory. The payment process was easily automated, and the security measures she was employing to date had worked.

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Thinking without error in constant focus, digging systematically ever deeper in a lateral-integral broadband fashion is the hardest labor on earth. For this purpose, she had to learn to sit still during long periods, actually often all day. Ever since her school days in Berlin-Niederschöneweide, she had been able to simultaneously analyze and synthesize logically and in context, whereby establishing the falsity versus the correctness of matters. While living in the Eastern sector of Berlin, occupied by the Soviets, peoples’ minds were infiltrated daily with dozens upon dozens of mutually contradictory opinions from East Berliner, East German, Russian, French, British, US, West Berliner, West German and other miscellaneous sources, which was then interfered with that which the curricular textbooks, whose contents were still carried over from before the war, until the audacity of East-German ‘leadership’ decided to adjust the facts, frequently put into question. Her resulting specialized ability from this constant hijacking of her mind consisted of a memory that perpetually kept the correct and never contradicted it with any falsehood.

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Her curse was that she had to witness how illogical, thoughtless and inconsistent the remainder of the world population operated. Initially, she endured it out of kindness and due to some social demands. But eventually, she had to separate herself from this ongoing idiocy. The shouting matches with people that had zero comprehension of the real, the higher meaning of advanced scripture allegory had become like mental abuse. Moreover, these individuals would not stop trying to convince her how wrong she was. Her telling them that Jesus never tried to convince anybody had no effect at all. Moreover, English was her second language (actually third, for she was taught Russian from 5th grade, while English began in 7th), and she’d now rather present her interpretation in writing, after having had the chance to find the appropriate wording, which came easy to her in German, but needed fine-tuning for her correct expression in many a case.

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To bring up just two examples: the majority of earthlings believe they live sideways on a ball that rotates at 7 times the speed of the deadliest hurricane, category 5, while the motto is, “always forward, never back.” They never picture that circling a ball in a forward motion inevitably results in repetition. Next, they think of ‘revolution‘ as ‘radical change‘, when a revolution is a turn around the axle, or oneself, after which every single point returns to its exact same previous position. And on and on it goes, et cetera pergite p. With the most idiotic, still, being the ‘explanations’ given by ‘science’ for every inexplicable as well as immeasurable phenomenon, miracle and paradox of the nature of God.

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What does it mean to ‘return the rib’ (comes in twain, i. e., “brother and spouse,” Song Of Solomon; same principled state of mind)? Or to ‘bring back the pieces’ of Jacob? There is yet one other question that must take priority: If the absolute one, called God, Allah, Yahweh, Shiva- the ALL and originator of everything- is invisible, a spirit, what then is the visible universe? All things visible are props, signs, symbols and/or parts of a larger symbolism of God. What is one to do with these? One is to FIND, get to KNOW and, lastly, to EMULATE God in sonship. The reader may have recognized it already: the pieces of Jacob (Old Testament- James in the New Testament), whose seed never fell on the ground, are the meanings of every symbol viewed in context and with a single eye, making up the contiguous big living picture- the female Holy Ghost, whose revenge, in case she is blasphemed, is eternal death. Therefore: “Judge not!” for you CANNOT possibly see the whole concerted picture from here below.

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By now, some readers may see red, ready to trash this story. “Religion? I’ll have nothing to do with it!” Wait, wait, wait already!

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Listen to this:

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Religion is the ignorant pseudo-worship of a heretofore unknown God! Which amounts to nothing but GOSSIP! This story is all about spiritual wisdom. Wis_dom: wis(weiss)=white; dom(dome)=field. Meaning error-free, thus virginal, realm of the mind: God’s sole conduit to and from man. The universe is spiritual wisdom ruled, mind-driven and word-steered.

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Learn something, yet? Keep it up. It took the author seven decades to think these things through. And all of this after she was told in a letter that she ‘is His remnant’. But let’s start at the early years. Take the eventful age of two. Her dad had left after the divorce and one day tried to take her with him, with the baby sitter watching and assisting. Unfortunately, her “Mutti” had incidentally decided to come home during that lunch time and prevented it. She did not want her daughter to ‘become the Cinderella in his new household’. This was also the year that she began tearing herself away from her mom’s hand and running. The thin little long-legged blonde she was became harder and harder to catch. One evening, this happened right by their apartment house entrance. Ahead was the pier of the river Spree, at the end of Linden tree studded Spreestraße that was only semi protected. WWII had destroyed intermittent parts of the tall cast iron fence. Gaps with bent pointed metal fence spares stuck out, stood between the concrete, about 18 feet below. The end of the street was a cul-de-sac with only a one-way street to the left about fifty yards earlier. Her mom, of a corpulent frame, had followed her, admonishing her loudly on the way, as, suddenly, a man appeared out of nowhere and stood between the little one and the river, saving her from such a deadly fall. When mom had near breathlessly caught up, she continued looking at the toddler as she shouted loud no-nos. Looking up again, she saw nobody. The man had just as suddenly disappeared. Unfortunately, there was no closeness between her and Mutti, so she had to overhear the account of this in a conversation not with herself some time later.

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Mutti hated the author. She had been sick, also at age two, on a day her dad went on a trip to fetch three motor car racers from the border, on which she usually accompanied him. As a motor sports functionary, he was responsible for motorbike, car and boat races. And, as a member of the SED (Socialist Unity Party of Germany), he enjoyed a number of privileges that Mutti proudly partook in. She had at first insisted in staying behind, but quickly changed her mind, only to watch him already take off in his Dienstwagen with chauffeur from their third storey window. On this very errand, he met his second wife, Elfriede. The full blame thus fell on the author. Only, she would realize this fact in hindsight several decades later, since she had never really cared what anybody thought of her. The police had stopped him on the return path to Berlin and asked him to give her a ride to the next town, where she had to fetch medicine for her very sick husband. She got in and immediately fell in love with the handsome chap. Later, when the author finally met him, at her age of 28, and she asked him for the reason he got divorced, he presented her with a photograph taken at the beach, in which Mutti sat in an old fashioned beach basket, and pointed with a disgusted face to her ‘fat thighs’. Both of them never mentioned it again; but he had lost all of his few points he had just accumulated during her short time with him.

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For the following years from toddler to adult, she was actually glad to have no dad. Nobody to come home drunk, tell her what not to do, or punish her otherwise. Mutti was never home. After initially still adoring the “Golden West”, after the war had come to a halt, she had quickly turned and decided to devote herself fully to the socialist regime and her position in the foreign trade department. So, the author practically raised herself- an upbringing entirely customized to her character, disposition, temperament, state of mind and strength. The astrological symbology as to her makeup was underlined by her being a western sun sign of Leo, Leo and Chinese year of the Ox, hour of the Tiger combination, all three lending her a great variety of adventurous and very intensely involved, enduring action ability. For instance, to this day, she had resided at least for three, even or more weeks in 86 different locations; and this journey of ultimate adaptability is not yet at its end.

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In order to become of a Christ quality, one must have the capacity of unchanging correctness by instinct. The author can almost immediately tell, if somebody is of the elect. The signs? They state something they realize at a certain point to be correct, tempting one to think that they “are onto something”, but one or more paragraphs down, they state the diametrical opposite, indicating that truth was not absorbed and their mind remains that of void and confusion, keeping the urge to escape, forget and be entertained alive, above all else. One must truly desire to represent The Christ, God’s universal life-force, on earth like any great actors convey the point their director desires to make in every take of every scene, whereby bringing the script to life. As another sign, males also have no control over their member. Looking for every opportunity to stick it into somebody, or even something, openly declares that they (a) have no self-discipline, which means they cannot possibly be of discipleship to Jesus’ teachings; (b) are under hypnosis of outer appearances and without indication that everybody undergoes their stressful life exclusively for spiritual reasons. Now, killers are still under the impression that ‘a good reason justifies a good murder’; it does not: “(judge not, that ye be not judged)- by the same token, kill not, that ye be not killed”. In order to not experience the people by whom one is disturbed, one must ARISE ABOVE THEM, whereby no longer encountering them, not try to ‘kill’ God, who animates everything!

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Even after nearly 2,000 years, not only these aforementioned types, but all ‘Christians’ are clueless. Yet they still point their fingers at other ‘cultures’, peoples and countries:

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(only in China…?) ‘Suppressing’ the mind of God in mass censorship attempts? ‘Circumventing’ exactitude of bible texts to make self a name? Editing out the word “God (symbolic diametrical opposite of Dog- English, la lingua pura, is the end-time language)”? Stealing and copying God’s designs and creations that are solely made for the understanding of symbolism for technology (the tower of Babel), in order to ‘measure’ self in ‘net-worth’ and satisfy greed with business profit; even ‘legitimizing’ it by calling their businesses ‘Christian’? ‘Science’ not recognizing absolute simultaneous existence of all things (especially animals having had to be created with their entire food chain in place to not starve)? What’s even more of an irking point is the halloring of cuss words, “Goddamn’! (Gosh darnit or other variations count, too!)” and “Jesus Christ!” every two minutes, as if God, within whom they exist, is deaf. What else is new?!

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What was her existence on earth to accomplish? Was she to pick a project and just love it- to the end? It seemed the most appropriate choice, for anything one does with focus brings out one’s abilities, assists in the straightening of one’s path and the resolution of one’s issues. Her conscious thought life must have started on a Sunday at age 5, when she walked out on her evangelical pastor during Sunday school. There’s no telling what he had said that evoked this reaction, which must have been more subconscious than decided. But when she exited the mezzanine level below the church floor set aside for group studies, she ran into a bunch of boys that were getting ready to throw rocks at the artful lead glass windows of about their own height. She had no qualms to join in. When her mom was asked the following day to ‘take her out of the church (still standing: friedenskircheberlin.de)’, she was happy to exit it as well, for she now got to keep more money, the “church tax” that was deducted from her paycheck. 23 years later, when the author finally arrived in Britz, West-Berlin, ten minutes from her birthplace on the other side of the wall, she herself had to exit the evangelical church organization again, now on her own behalf.

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In order to define the role every human plays, one must look at bible terms. There one finds “messengers” and “witnesses” as the predominant function of the multitude. Ergo, everybody an individual encounters is either one or both of these to another, all in the same boat, inhabited and directed by the same one God, in who’s wholeness every part, from the smallest iota to the largest galaxy, is of equal importance to His absolute and precise perfection.

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Toward the ending, a wonder appears in heaven, meaning “something nobody could have conceived before (because it takes room in the inn, i. e., higher thought capacity based upon new brain channels, connections and neurotransmitters fueled by input from above)”. And the blind clergy think (and ‘teach’) it is ‘the church’! The term “woman” is mentioned over 400 times and it always stands for “woman, the equal-minded emanation of created man, Adam”; except once, when it is immediately defined as “that great city, which reigneth over the kings of the earth”.

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